Warning... this is an adult site. If reading or viewing things about what gay men do sexually with one another bothers you - you should not read this blog. This blog is a reflection of my adventures and thoughts. Some are fun, some not so pretty. I won't name names, or kiss and tell... but I will live to tell. And baby, trust me - I am gonna spill it all over your pretty little party dress. Enjoy!
Captain Jack is an American-German Eurodance and dance-rock project formed in Darmstadt in 1995. The project is best known for its single Captain Jack, which reached the top 10 in many countries in Europe. During their initial years, they managed to rack up six Top 40 hits in Germany and the Netherlands and nine in Austria.
Captain Jack's music was stylized as a form of military training mixed with Europop, dance-rock and dance pop music. They were musically influenced by the eurodance genre that was popular in Europe, Oceania, and South America in the 1990s. The style of eurodance was dance music with a female singer and a male rapper to follow a traditional verse-chorus structure.
The original group consisted of Sharky Durban and Liza da Costa. They recorded the songs Dam, Dam, Dam and Captain Jack, which snagged the #1 spot in the Netherlands, the #2 spot in Belgium, the #3 spot in Germany, #5 in Norway and #6 in both Switzerland and Austria.
After their debut album, Sharky left the group and was replaced by Francisco Gutierrez AKA: Franky Gee. Gutierrez and Liza da Costa released the albums The Mission and Operation Dance and the singles Drill Instructor and Holiday before Liza da Costa left in December of 1998. Drill Instructor matched Captain Jack's success on the charts, while making inroads to Finland, where they would enjoy a string of five Top 40 hits.
Liza da Costa was replaced by the singer Maria Lucia Lozanes AKA: Maloy. The duo released one album, called The Captain's Revenge, and three singles: Dream a Dream, Get Up with the Gipsy Kings, and Only You, before Maloy left in November of 2000.
Ilka Anna Antonia Traue, alias Illi Love, joined and stayed until 2005 - releasing five albums and numerous singles. Love was replaced by Sabine Repas and soon after, Franky suffered a cerebral hemorrhage. Doctors predicted that the damage was fatal, and Franky Gee died at the age of 43 on Saturday 22 October 2005, after spending five days in a coma, bringing to an end the group's initial period.
The producers, with new talent on board, revived the group in 2008 and have been active since, releasing new material sporadically while making the occasional festival or club appearance.
In my own personal big gay church, there is a wing dedicated to the Ladies Of Comedy. Theses are the gals who made us laugh and, on occasion, brought a tear to our eyes. They are visionaries, capturing aspects of the human condition while holding up a mirror to the world. Their characters, style, and phrases have helped form our daily vernacular in ways we are not even always aware of - but that is the power of comedy and the magic these ladies all possess.
One such heartbreaker?
Gilda Radner.
She was America's sweetheart. In many ways, she always will be.
Her smile and laugh could light up any room.
She was smart. Cute as button and knew how to develop a character and write a skit.
We were introduced to her thanks to SNL.
She became a superstar overnight and an instant icon to many would-be comedians.
While conquering Broadway and the Silver Screen... she found love.
And theirs is a love story unlike any other.
We lost her too soon. The world's loss.
But thanks to her many sketches and films, she lives eternally.
The gospel according to her?
Well, here are three from the hip, dropping from her lips.
The topic? Delicious Ambiguity
"It is so hard for us little human beings to accept this deal that we get. It's really crazy, isn't it? We get to live, but then we have to die. What we put into every moment is all we have. You can drug yourself to death or you can smoke yourself to death or eat yourself to death, or you can do everything right and be healthy and then be hit by a car. Life is so great, such a neat thing, and yet all during it we have to face death, which can make you nuts and depressed. It's such an act of optimism to get up every day and get through a day and enjoy it and laugh and do all that without thinking about death. What spirit human beings have! It is a pretty cheesy deal - all the pleasures of life, and then death. I think some people just can't take the variables; they just can't take the deal - that is why they drink themselves silly or hide away or become afraid of everything. Sometimes I feel like I couldn't take the deal - it was just too much. Cancer brought life and death up close."
"There is no real security except for whatever you build inside yourself."
"There are no guarantees. There are no promises, but there is you, and strength inside to fight for recovery. And always there is hope."
"Don’t look for perfect endings, but allow not knowing to lead you to a deeper appreciation of life, so that you get your joy back on the way to an outcome that remains to be revealed."
"I wanted a perfect ending. Now I've learned, the hard way, that some poems don't rhyme, and some stories don't have a clear beginning, middle, and end. Life is about not knowing, having to change, taking the moment and making the best of it, without knowing what's going to happen next. Delicious ambiguity."
Smoking/Roseanne Roseannadanna - Gilda Radner
Dancing In The Dark - Gilda Radner / Steve Martin
The Judy Miller Show Live From Her Bedroom - Gilda Radner
And one last parting shot...
"I can always be distracted by love, but eventually I get horny for my creativity."
"While we have the gift of life, it seems to me that only tragedy is to allow part of us to die - whether it is our spirit, our creativity, or our glorious uniqueness."
Perhaps Jack Fritscher of Drummer Magazine put it best when he wrote: "Roger is Mom’s apple pie baked by Tom of Finland." The man certainly caused a stir in the industry. His live stage show? Legendary. And his image, even after all these years? Inescapable.
Roger, the one-named gay porn wonder, did not come into being on his own. He had plenty of help; industry stalwarts and a manager/lover who devoted their energies and talents in order to create a legend.
Who was the man beneath the famous physique? And what were the happenstances that conspired to forge this phenomenon of a man who captured the lust and attention of the gay community?
Roger
AKA: Tom Garrett, Malo, Paul Malo, Daryl Hanson. Daryll Hanson, Daryl Roger Hanson Birthdate: December 31, 1954
Birthplace: Detroit, MI
Death: 1982
Hair: Dark Brown
Eyes: Brown
Height: 5' 11"
Years Active: 1972-1980
Films: 14
Compilations: 10
Studios: Hand In Hand, Falcon, Target, YMAC, Advocate, Bijou, Bullet Productions, French Connection
Daryl Roger Hanson was born in Detroit, Michigan on New Year's Eve in 1954. He was the youngest of three brothers. In 1971, at the age of 16, he quit school and persuaded his mother to sign him up as a US Navy recruit. However, due to his involvement with drugs, he came under closer scrutiny by the powers that be and, within a year, the Navy issued him a discharge due to his status as a minor.
Once on the streets, he made his way to Daytona Beach, Florida where he began dancing in a seedy topless joint - the kind with sawdust on the floor and go-go girls in cages. To augment his income he would also pose nude for local college art classes.
Soon the seventeen year-old caught the attention of an "aggressive, but not pushy" marketing man named Jim Bacon. In 1972, after watching the bar's stage show, the older Bacon tried three times to work up courage enough to follow the boy into the mens room. The third time did the trick; from that point on, the pair were inseparable for the next seven years.
The two hit it off immediately. After talking business, Bacon took over 2,000 Polaroid photos of his young charge "in every erotic pose possible." After adopting Hanson's middle name as his only name. Bacon took Roger and the 2000 Polaroids straight to porn kingpin, Don Embinder. Embinder appreciated what he saw. As publisher of the popular Blueboy magazine, Embinder was in the unique position to help launch a career in a big way. He ordered a photo shoot and put the unknown on the cover of Blueboy. The issue sold like hotcakes, garnering international attention. Yes, ladies and gentlemen... a star was born.
He would go on to do a number of photo shoots for Target and Falcon Studios, remaining a popular centerfold model throughout his career.
BLUEBOY PRESENTS ROGER BLUEBOY: FOR WOMEN ONLY VOL. 1 BLUEBOY: THE BEST OF STEVE & ROGER BLUEBOY POSTER: ROGER TARGET: JAVELIN #3
TARGET: LANCER #1 TARGET CALENDAR 1978 TARGET CALENDAR 1979 TBT-1: TARGET BY TOM TOM GARRETT B&W Photo Set (PJ-02) GARRETT & RAZ B&W Photo Set (PM-02) TOM GARRETT Slide Set (SJ-02) GARRETT & RAZ Slide Set (SM-02) LANCER Slide Set (SO-05) FALCON: ROGER & FRIENDS BRUNO GMUNDER: ULTIMATE FALCON GUISE MASCULIN – MALES U.S.A – Jon Target MAN’S IMAGE: TOP MAN
BD-34 – Photos / CD-35 – Slides
Roger and Bacon moved into a comfy home in Woodland Hills, California, complete with a pool and a well-stocked wet bar. The couple quickly became high rollers in industry circles, partying at their home with all the major players of the day - photographers, directors, stars and millionaires alike. Chris Dickerson, the black Adonis who was crowned Mr. America was one of their closest friends. “We all drank like fish,” Bacon said. ‘Our bar had a marble floor and it was always sticky from the spilled drinks.”
Lou Thomas, one of the co-founders of Lugar and COLT Studios in New York, who split from partner Jim French to start his own Target Studio, attended parties at the couples home, and after meeting the main attraction, wanted to get in on the ground floor. He often visited Bacon and Roger, bringing his cameras, lover, and a couple of additional models in tow. Thomas would shoot his Target loops right there, at the Woodland Hills pool. Oddly, Bacon’s mother, who lived with the couple, never copped to knowing what was going on. However, "she treated everyone as if they were members of her Sunday School class," Bacon said.
Roger appeared in many film loops during the pre-condom era, co-starring with other notable porn stars of the time, including Al Parker, Jack Wrangler, Chuck Samson, and Bruno, while working with top directors like Jack Deveau and Wakefield Poole. The scenes he filmed for Target Studios would later surface as part of the Bullet Video series. In addition, he also shot two films for Hand in Hand Studios and several for Falcon. And even though COLT's Jim French had photos and film of the young star, due to the fact that Roger would not sign on as an exclusive model for COLT, none of it ever saw the light of day.
Deveau, owner of Hand In Hand films and something of an innovative maverick in the industry, was a favorite director of Bacon's. He shot Roger and Jack Wrangler in two 1977 films, Hot House and Sex Magic, both of which proved hugely popular, adding considerably to the Roger mystique.
1977
Adonis Cockplay 14 Heavy Equipment
Hot House Sex Magic
1978
A Night at the Adonis Academy Double Whammy: House Painter Dune Buddies
1979
Boys From Riverside Drive Sex Machine 1983
7 Up and Cummin Bullet Videopac 5
Bullet Videopac 7 Super Studs
However, there was one aspect of Roger's career that set him apart from the competition - one might even say, a single moment.
Leaving Los Angeles for San Francisco, Bacon had just one thing in mind in order to solidify his rising star's status - a live show. At the time, San Francisco was to live gay porn shows what New York's renowned Broadway was to musical theatre - if you could make it there, you could make it anywhere. Bacon had convinced Cliff Newman, owner of the famed Nob Hill Theatre, to book Roger for an extended engagement sight unseen.
As director Wakefield Poole, who was brought in for support, recalls:
"When Roger arrived at the Nob Hill two days before his scheduled opening, he auditioned for Cliff. When Roger finished, Cliff said, 'If that's the act you intend to lay on San Francisco on this stage, you have your first week's guarantee and your ticket back. I suggest you use it. San Francisco will laugh you off the stage.'
I took a good deep breath and said to Roger, 'Now that Cliff has said that, I'll tell you what I think. You're a very hot man. You've got everything but backup to pull you off. If you're willing, Cliff and I are going to take you apart and put you back together.'
Roger was wonderful about it. He opened up. We added in the wet nylon beach pants and white headband that had made him famous on that center-spread Blueboy bicycle seat. We added in the beginning and closing classic muscle-posing presentation.
Such a hit! The audience tore the house down. Every night thereafter, Cliff kept working with the production, making the lights, sound, and visuals always a little different. He kept the act fresh. Roger ran for weeks to an SRO house."
With the help of Wakefield Poole and Nob Hill Theatre owner Cliff Newman, Roger's stage act was honed and polished. The sensation it became resulted in a myriad of other bookings, including The Jewel Theater in New York and The Park-Miller and Eros Theatres in Manhattan. His engagement at the Jewel Theatre in New York would be forever persevered by director Jack Deavau as part of his 1978 film Night At The Adonis. To get a true sense of what these live sex shows were like, this is the film to see.
Jack Fritscher of Drummer magazine once wrote: "In San Francisco, New York, Washington, and Los Angeles, Roger’s SRO appearances cause lines to rival Star Wars. At New York’s Jewel Theater, the crush of fans literally caved in the plate glass of the box-office. Any man who has seen Roger once will see Roger twice. Once is definitely not enough."
To read a detailed description of Roger's travelling multi-media show, check out Fritscher's article, here. Warning: Fritscher's writing is an acquired taste (it sometimes resembles beat era poetry or the writings of someone max'd out on speed). He also rambles, is incredibly self-referential, and tends to wander off-topic (because the only topic he truly wants to write about appears to be himself.)
In addition to everything else Roger was busy doing, he also worked as an escort through ads in gay magazines, eventually becoming the star attraction at an exclusive male brothel. According to Fritscher an evening’s pleasure with the man would cost you around five hundred bucks.
All of this activity led to a couple of life changes for the young star.
Bacon said that shortly after the San Francisco shows, with his popularity at an all-time peak, "Roger got very focused with bodybuilding, He cleaned up his act and didn’t do party drugs. He’d go to the gym by day and he’d come home at night." A magazine profile published at this time, described Roger as "a health nut for vitamins, (who) doesn’t drink or smoke tobacco, and gets his main high from sex."
Through it all - the whole rocket ride - his manager and lover, Jim Bacon was at Roger's side. During the seven years the pair were together they traveled throughout Europe, Japan, and Singapore. Occasionally they traveled as tourists, but more often than not, it was so Roger could perform at a given theatre. His show in Singapore, in particular, was a runaway smash.
All this effort, drive and activity to promote and create Roger eventually took it's toll on the couple's relationship. In 1980, they split up, with Roger heading for the fast lane lifestyle of Las Vegas, claiming he was done with the gay porn industry. Once there, Roger explored his sexuality, and not just with the boys. He would go so far as to marry a young woman who left him six months after the ceremony. This seemed a tipping point, for it sent our young star into a tailspin.
After that point, without Bacon around to reign him or the focus of work, "Roger turned to speedy drugs and speedier company." It all ended quite badly.
In 1982, with two or three other people in tow, Roger was killed in a auto accident just outside Las Vegas' city limits.
He was only 27.
No one in the industry wanted to believe it was true, but his death was confirmed by two sources: his ex, Jim Bacon and director Tom DeSimone. Still, that didn't deter some from trying to keep more than just his legacy alive.
During the early days of the internet, a man posing as Roger ran a scam, offering to sell blurry photos to the gullible. In addition, in 2000, an imposter posing as Roger appeared on a number of Yahoo! groups. He told stories of having attended Al Parker’s memorial service in 1992, remaining in touch with co-star Jack Wrangler, and maintaining a monogamous relationship since the late 1980's while living in a suburb of Chicago. However, none of it was true and he was soon exposed as a fraud.
The truth is?
The comet known as Roger plummeted to earth, perishing in a desert outside Las Vegas, though his legend lives on in the carefully preserved photos found on the internet... the one place where no one ever dies.
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This was a fun one. I have to give most of the credit to Jack Fritscher, as it is his writing and interviews that served up the lion's share of the facts in this post. His obsession with Roger, while echoed by many others, found voice in the pages of Drummer magazine, thus providing a great deal of the information you've read today.
For me? I recall coming across the photospread Roger did in a suit. And while I appreciate his look and the quality of the photos (and that suit!), I must say, he never really did much for me. Whatever quality it is that others see which causes them to quiver? It's lost on me.
